aRteLLa

hope to see u again friends,,,
i miss u so much,,,
we will still be friends forever,,,:)

Vitamin C
Graduation

And so we talked all night about the rest of our livesWhere we're gonna be when we turn 25I keep thinking times will never changeKeep on thinking things will always be the sameBut when we leave this year we won't be coming backNo more hanging out cause we're on a different trackAnd if you got something that you need to sayYou better say it right now cause you don't have another dayCause we're moving on and we can't slow downThese memories are playing like a film without soundAnd I keep thinking of that night in June I didn't know much of loveBut it came too soonAnd there was me and youAnd then we got real coolStay at home talking on the telephone with meWe'd get so excited, we'd get so scaredLaughing at our selves thinking life's not fairAnd this is how it feels

As we go onWe rememberAll the times weHad togetherAnd as our lives changeCome whateverWe will still beFriends forever

So if we get the big jobsAnd we make the big moneyWhen we look back nowWill our jokes still be funny?Will we still remember everything we learned in school?Still be trying to break every single ruleWill little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbyeKeep on thinking it's a time to flyAnd this is how it feels

As we go onWe rememberAll the times weHad togetherAnd as our lives changeCome whateverWe will still beFriends forever

La, la, la, laYeah, yeah, yeahLa, la, la, laWe will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?Can we survive it out there?Can we make it somehow?I guess I thought that this would never endAnd suddenly it's like we're women and menWill the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?Will these memories fade when I leave this townI keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbyeKeep on thinking it's a time to fly

As we go onWe rememberAll the times weHad togetherAnd as our lives changeCome whateverWe will still beFriends forever

As we go onWe rememberAll the times weHad togetherAnd as our lives changeCome whateverWe will still beFriends forever

As we go onWe rememberAll the times weHad togetherAnd as our lives changeCome whateverWe will still beFriends forever

rasanya baru kemarin,,,

gw dianterin sama temen2 smp gw ke kodam,,,bwt ikut test di magelang,,,

gw akhirnya lulus test bwt masuk sma,,,,

gw ketemu sama temen2 baru gw,,,

gw ngalamin pembukaan PDK,,

gw masuk kelas 1 pertama kalinya,,,

gw kangen ma rumah gara2 ga boleh komunikasi 3 bulan,,,

gw ikutan Persami, RPS, PKT, Pembaretan,,,,

gw akhirnya melewati masa PDK and dilantik jadi siswa,,,

gw mulai deket ma temen2 kelas and graha gw,,,

gw mulai mengerti pentingnya kebersamaan,,,

gw mencoba untuk mengerti perbedaan,,,

gw mulai merasa kalau kita smua saling memiliki,,,

gw sedih karena ada temen gw yg ga bsa bareng2 lagi,,,

and akhirnya,,,

gw mulai beranjak ke kelas 2,,,

rasanya baru kmarin,,,

gw mulai masuk kelas 2 sma,,,

gw mulai menikmati hidup gw,,,

gw ‘ditemani’ orang yg care banget ma gw,,,

gw menemukan sahabat2 gw,,,

gw makin sadar kalo hidup ini complex,,,

gw dapet banyak cobaan dan tekanan,,,

gw belajar bwt nyelesain hal yg berat bgt bagi gw,,,

gw seneng karena bsa sekelas sama orang2 yg pinter tapi asyik,,,

gw seneng kelas gw kompak banget,,,

gw mulai bsa mengerti arti persahabatan sebenarnya,,,

gw makin tau kalo pengertian and kebersamaan itu penting banget,,,

gw mulai merasa sebagai bagian dari ATLAS FAMILY,,,

rasanya baru kemarin,,,,

gw masuk kelas 3,,,

gw ngerasa kalo smua orang jadi egois,,,bwt kesuksesan masing2,,,tmasuk gw,,,

gw mulai deket sama ‘gengster’,,,

gw bener2 bsa menyadari arti persahabatn yang tulus dan sejati,,,

gw merasa kalo kita smua saling mendukung,,,

gw merasa kita semakin dekat,,and ga mau kehilangan satu sama lain,,,

gw mulai sibuk sama test2 universitas,,,ntu,,,ugm,,,pu,,,

gw merasa jenuh belajar,,,

gw ngerasa sekeliling gw jadi ‘panas’,,,totally stress with the pressure,,,

gw mulai memikirkan perpisahan,,,

gw n temen2 gw foto angkatan,,,      

gw dapet kabar gw keterima ntu,,,and i was surprised,,,skaligus sedih,,,:(

gw menjalani masa2 UAS dan UAN,,,

gw selesai UAN n UAS,,n gw lega,,,:)
gw ngalamin LKPL,,and membuka pandangan gw atas saudara2 kita yg kurang mampu,,,

gw mulai siap2 Prasetya Alumni,,,

gw makin sedih karena bakalan jauh dari temen2 gw,,,,

gw jadi ga rela pisah ma mereka,,,

gw ngerasain gmana sedihnya pas latihan prosesi,,,

gw n temen2 gw berusaha spya malam PA kita sukses,,,

gw dapet buku tahunan angkatan gw,,,:(

and akhirnya,,,

malam prosesi datang,,,gw sedih,,,ini malm terakhir gw di sma,,,malm terakhir gw bsa tinggal di graha,,,tdur bareng temen2 kamar gw,,,malam keakraban terakhir sebelum lulus,,,malm terakhir kita bsa bareng,,,kita smua all out untuk acara ini,,,the best night ever for me,,,malam yg bener2 berkesan,,,

bsoknya,,,upacara PA,,,

trakhir kalinya gw bsa baris bareng temen2 gw,,,gw bsa ngeliat wajah temen2 gw satu per satu,,,gw bsa ngerasain gmana mereka juga sedih kayak gw,,,sama2 ga mau kehilangan,,,,

passing out,,,

kita berjajar,,,pamit sama pamong n adek2 di sepanjang boulevard,,,everybody cry,,,gw sendiri ga bsa nahan air mata gw,,,smua ga ingin smuanya brakhir,,,kita berharap,,,gw berharap,,gw pengen ngerasain ini lagi,,,gw pengen tetep bareng ma temen2 gw,,,gw pengen balik ke masa lalu,,mengulang segalanya,,,bareng2 angkatan gw,,,

3 tahun terasa begitu cepat,,,3 tahun yang penuh kenangan,,,3 tahun yang ngajarin gw banyak hal,,,3 tahun yang ngenalin gw arti persahabatan and kebersamaan,,,3 tahun penuh rasa kekeluargaan,,,3 tahun penuh pengalaman2 baru yang ga bakalan gw bsa dapetin di tempat lain,,,3 tahun yang berarti banget bwt gw,,,and ga bsa digantiin,,,

thanks for everything ATLAS,,,kalian smua dah bkin masa2 sma gw jadi bermakna,,,u are my best friend ever,,,:)

i really miss all of u now,,,                                                      

lets meet again,,1-3-2013,,,:)

-and now,,we are finally ready to fly-

senin,,,
gw ga tau,,knapa di hari senin gw nemuin kejadian2 yg ga biasa di kehidupan gw,,saaahhhh,,:P
yah jadi dri pagi si gw dah seneng2 aja,,,walaupun sempet tdur pas lecture,,,abis sumpah d,,,yang namanya Personality and Individual Differences tuh bosenin banget,,,,gw ngantuk banget,,,
akhirnya abis lecture berhasillah gw minum kopi and ga ngantuk sampe sekarang,,,2.36 AM di jam gw,,heheheh,,,
trus2,,,yg aneh lagi,,kan gw ada tutorial Social Pscyh hari ini,,biasanya gw ga enjoy banget,,,eh tdi gw malah ktawa abis2an,,abis ada classmate gw yg brusaha pake bahasa Indo buat nerapin cara persuasi,,padahal dia Singaporean Chinese,,alhasil gw ngakak abis karena gw bahkan ga bsa ngerti bahasa Indo yg dia sebutin,,,:D
malmnya,,,gw ada foto taking bwt logistic GTD,,ya gw seneng2 ajalah,,,abis kmaren foto, sekrang foto lagi,,,susah emang jadi orang penting,,,hahahhahaha,,,
gw nyari2 topi kontraktor bangunan bwt jadi props foto,,,and anehnya lagi,,,minjemnya gampang banget,,,,ini mah gw bersyukur banget d,,,hehehhe,,,
nah ini nie,,yg bkin prasaan gw ga karuan,,,
pas lagi nunggu yg lain pada dateng,,tba2 hp gw bunyi,,,sms,,hummm,,,sapa yah,,,
pas gw liat namanya,,,
*jeger,,gluduk2,,,duar2,,*—->kayaknya tiap senin ada petir mulu yah,,,kayak pas kejadian gw dlu,,:P
yg jelas,,,gw kaget banget,,,gw lemes,,,huhuuhuh,,,i’m totally shocked,,,
saatnya ga tpat banget,,,bukannya makin lupa,,,gw malah jadi teringat lagi,,,makin kepikiran yg dulu pernah gw jalanin,,,,kenapa gtu loh,,??????
ga ada angin ga ada ujan,,,*kok bsa ada petir:p*..tba2 ada sms kayak gtu,,,huhuhu,,,gw kaget,,,
mana assignment gw numpuk,,mana gw masi banyak project,,,ini malah dateng tak terduga,,,kan jadi bwt gw mikirin,,,kejadian ini bener2 buat perasan gw kacau balau,,,:(
hum,,,tapi2,,,stelah foto selesai,,,gw sampe kamar,,,gw dah mulai mikir,,,kayaknya perasaan gw juga dah ga kayak dulu lagi,,,gw dah bsa nerima itu semua,,,gw dah bsa berpikir lebih baik dri dulu,,,
gw harus bsa tetep tenanglah,,,toh smuanya dah bda sekarang,,,gw juga harus bsa nanggepin dengan beda,,and bener kok,,,gw malah bsa enjoy,,,tapi dengan perasan yg berbeda,,,totally different from 4 months ago,,,:)
think i finally ready for it,,,no more regret,,,no more tears,,,just a beautiful memory left behind,,,:)
ada rasa puas juga di diri gw,,,gw kira smuanya bakalan berakhir tidak dengan indah,,,tapi smua kekhawatiran gw sekarang ilang,,,gw bsa lega,,,we can be friends,,,:)
,,,,thanks,,,,i won’t forget it,,,:)

"If I should go - I won’t
ever forget
The special days, the times we had
And no matter what - whether
winds of change
You will always be - Uniquely you"